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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 12/18/1980
Gender: Male


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Expertise: VIPcar, 954rr, eat, sleep, (superman)
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 5/12/2003

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

living life .. loving life

june 12- arrived in taiwan, brother picked me up and we went to buy breakfast.. spend a little time with family, i then was on my way to tai-zhong where i work.. my brother was nice enough to take me.. arrived at okuma tai-zhong factory.. had lunch and went to my dorms.. settled in, found out there is no internet connection .. went to bed..

june 13- first day at work.. getting to know all my co workers.. ate lunch with everyone at the company

june 14- second day at work.. co worker treated me some nice tea and then they all took me to eat dinner afterwards.. (thanks)  got home, went running, ate some local food which wasn't very clean but thats all i can get at the moment. still no internet, bummed, went to bed

june 15- work work, got my taiwan ID.  went home and packed, get ready to go back to taipei .. for my 4 day weekend.. co-worker dropped me off at the bus stop. rode the bus for 2 hours home ..

june 16- In house with brother and his friend.. worked out..

june 17- night market with brother, worked out, took mom to flower convention..

my life is going through a major change.. all i can do is live day by day, learn minute by minute ..! i love my life and my life loves me!!

hopefully post some pictures soon!  

 


Monday, March 05, 2007

another day

You say you’re cynical, but lets be reasonable..

You can be a realist, but nothing is what it seems

You can be an idealist, but no one’s vision stay clear

But sure! -judge me till your life fade away,

You can be stubborn, prideful, and you can persist,

In the end, its what you do, what you have that matters

But sure! –judge me till your life fade away, without me

You, in my inclusive mental imagery stand a figure of despondent soul,

You, in my exclusive mental imagery stand a figure of genuine partner

You want to be dupable, independent, and faithful,

You want to be responsible, valiant, and courteous,

I won’t stop you, no one can stop you

However, it’s through these basic elements, I want to remain here

There is not much of reasoning, rather in the notion of feelings

Alteration of my life and soul exist because of you,

My intention isn’t being selfish, rather a clear vision

I have so much to give, share, and it is now not later

You want to pass me by and throw it all away?

Farewell, I am on my way…

 


Friday, January 26, 2007

, 他媽的, 我是誰阿

機車, 靠背, 你是誰阿….

我越來越不懂了..

你的手伸出來, 求一切,

你的心丟給我, 愛著我,

一分一秒, 渴望著我..

當時的我, 幼稚的我, 犯贱的我,

讓你心冷而去

你走的一步一步, 即將要消失了..

你付出的所有, 空散了....

你流過的血, 哭過的涙, 全拋棄了..

因為你放棄, 手伸回..

所有的一切跟著霧閃開了..

連朋友都不算的你..一天一天的過去了..

我被逼到極點..心情火爆而發..

對世界怎麼吼都沒有回音..

算你狠, 算你能, 你贏了

高興了嗎? 得到的後果.. 滿足了嗎?

饒饒我吧放放我吧

我只想住在一個平凡的世界..

陪著你走這段路, 補償一切..

碰的到你, 聽的到你, 看的到你..

何必放開你當時期望的?..

何必逃避現在的我?...

所謂的愛, 就是那麼贱..

沒有人看的到

就這麼離去吧………………

-by me




Monday, January 15, 2007

"fuck you" BITCH!  is what i last heard .. nothing nice in almost a month and today i get this..


Sunday, January 14, 2007

ouch... that hurts..



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